When I woke up this morning

When I woke up this morning
I saw the tears in your eyes

When I woke up this morning
That´s when I realized

I didn´t know what to say or to do and I couldn´t understand
How could something so right, turn out so bad

And so many mornings
And so many nights
I should have given more love
Should have given more time
Just don´t know what to say or to do and I still can´t understand
How could our love, come to an end
Come to an end

When you left me this morning
I wiped the tears from my eyes

When you left me this morning
That´s when I realized

There is nothing left to say or to do to get you back again
How could something so right, come to an end

And so many mornings
And so many nights
I should have given more love
Should have given more time
Should have given more time

人还是这样的长大

有本书这样的写着：
城市生活中，得到什么，失去是什么，日子一天一天匆匆过，不必追问得太多。工作与过日子，忙忙碌碌，压力总是那么大，来一次、再来一次彻底的放松又当如何？何为罪过？何为解脱？光怪陆离的异样生活里，需要检讨的东西应当有好多，可是，逝如流水的岁月呀，它不允许，还来不及琢磨，时光就这样一闪而过。别说这就是堕落。

花吃了這女孩 傅穎

他跟她春季之中碰面
像午後雨滋養稻田
直覺是趟鏡花破例一片沉澱
他跟她相見得不間斷
默契未有太多花瓣滿天
芳心醉掉了 跌在蝴蝶裡面

被愛被愛哪有密雲
而浪漫使她再解禁
共他不理後果過凌晨

你似聖母瑪利亞也不免貪心
自他送上了玫瑰 女孩漸開始變著緊
他說話很動聽 溶化了也有恨
恐怕似瑪利亞也不免擔心
為高興接過玫瑰 到最後卻失去平衡
甜蜜最易傷害人 而偏偏給他牽引
故事的尾巴 他說已賺到足夠的吻

玫瑰太多刺有幾多在意
痛了都要嘗試
迷信會改變世間野孩子 有哪位可以

恐怕似瑪利亞也不夠狠心
為高興接過玫瑰 女孩敗了給太天真
花吃掉了的人 誰有興趣追問
偷看了倒後鏡會不會小心
或者會看透幻覺 美滿亦有一抹裂痕
甜蜜最易傷害人 能否忍得到吸引
你若收到花 他說有甚麼需要應允

蔡依林 妥協

你 總愛編織謊言我 負責配合表演所有改變 只為了進入你的世界這情節 重複了一百遍才發現 是你的心太野 你 劃定楚河漢界我 不能輕易犯規所有時間 都是先給了你優先權不自覺 愛到不敢冒險成了你的傀儡一年兩年才看見我有多狼狽 愛到妥協 到頭來還是無解綁著你不讓你飛歷史不斷重演 我好累愛到妥協 也無法將故事再重寫你已下最後通牒我躲在我的世界 你 劃定楚河漢界我 不能輕易犯規所有時間 都是先給了你優先權不自覺 愛到不敢冒險成了你的傀儡一年兩年才看見我有多狼狽 愛到妥協 到頭來還是無解綁著你不讓你飛歷史不斷重演 我好累愛到妥協 也無法將故事再重寫你已下最後通牒我躲在我的世界 你只是害怕一個人睡我不想再為你掉淚我了解 不會變 不再徘徊開始自己的明天 愛到妥協 到頭來還是無解綁著你不讓你飛歷史不斷重演 我好累愛到妥協 也無法將故事再重寫你已下最後通牒我躲在我的世界

3 New Thing Added in my life

the 3 thing

Udo at Sushi Groove

I hope i know what she did at my bed

No one really see the correct way

Li Shan look like teacher??
Nemo look nice..

Did i look adorable??haha

This is Cool-Capture by ewen.

I been having a full schedule last few week.Going for audition,preparation for it,working,shopaholic attitude,money burn queen,friend garthering, food hunting, and night panda eye Queen.. It did it all. = ="'
Sound so terrible until i miss out my sleep hour for many days.

Wondering when all da moody thing will diappear in my life for a moment..

Recently i turn to be very emotion. but i didnt show it to others just keep it my own.Maybe too stress of everything? loneliness? need pamper? emptiness? pointless? need guideliness? need pushing by dream? arkz.. Damn it..

Connecting with ken recently,Well, i admit i lost contact wth him since graduate from secondary school,too busy to focus on new life after graduate & brought me away from many old friend.BUT i will meet him once he back to M'sia,i try my best to appear and show up while not disappear again.

Connecting with him refreshing me about his friend.Sincerely, We didnt meet again after break up.What a long time ago.That was Old Granny Story.Wondering how's he now? Player still? Enjoying life with pretty ladies? Har.. Why Should i concern more right? Ppl who being abandon shouldn't think much.But i still the one who think alot without knowing why.

Heading my plan now,while looking actively for possition in kl/selangor,No out of plan,i be around there in the July onward/ or early.

And one thing,NO!! iS 3thing.. haha i added some item in my life.Here,As following..
-I got added 3 new thing updated in my life.

1)My friend brought me a cigarette from langkawi,like it much-thanks yor my lovely friend, i started collecting cigarette..==

2)The Dewar's - I & Gang Didnt Finish at Obque- So i brought it home at last.

3)The RIng- i & Mate brought during our meet.

Here, I upload those picture i snap during the gathering..

怎么不睡觉

已经忙了一整天了，累坏的身体已经不想离开坐着的椅子上了，但是就还是眼大大的，不想睡呢？


@@@我堅持的 都值得 堅持嗎 @@@
我所相信的 就是真的嗎
如果我敢追求 我就敢 擁有嗎
而如果 都算了 不要呢
是 梁靜茹的屬於，我很喜欢这句话


我只是我
平凡的一個我
在天地的面前我選擇 繼續往前走
我只是我　
在這個時代中
我只求留下不亢不卑的解說×××
-是黎明 是我-歌


我要到個很遠的地方 一個地方沒人能尋找
那裡沒有電腦 沒有煩惱 多好
我要到個神秘的地方 一個地方沒太多客套
那裡沒有電話 沒有壞話 多美妙
-是梁詠琪的一個地方，写着我的心声，读着我的梦


我膽小的對自己說
就是這樣嗎
-是陳綺貞 太陽 我常这么的想着


為什麼 該有的都有還是覺得不夠 天呀 該不會是貪心的念頭
為什麼 拼了命地工作 拼了命地追夢 到頭來原地沒有動過
為什麼 萬里晴空下的面孔 庸庸碌碌不開心地鎖著眉頭 要向誰哭訴
為什麼 想去看場電影 該死的颱風偏偏選在每一個的週末
為什麼 這個世界上 就是有人窮得發瘋 有人富有 把鈔票當作了枕頭
為什麼 新聞裡鼻酸故事 只為了偷麵包給媽媽 充飢的小偷
為什麼 一百個為什麼 變成一千個 一萬個 十萬個 為什麼
為什麼 我想破頭寫不出個鳥 唸唸唸 我為了什麼

是縱貫線 亡命之徒 觉得很有意思



第一行詩的狂妄　第一首歌的難忘
第一次吻妳的唇　妳的倔強
第一顆流星燦爛　第一個天真願望
第一個諾言 美麗的荒唐
妳教我 愛的善良　
妳教我 恨的野蠻
妳教我 忘記該忘　傷心太傷
那些妳教我的事 讓思念更苦更長
只想問　想念的 想念的 想念的妳怎麼樣
-是品冠 那些女孩教我的事


被出賣的愛 單行的未來
你說不是愛 我為誰悲哀
被出賣的愛 單程回不來
沒能耐再把心剖開 活著但我不存在
-是曹格 單數

一旦開始覺得單身的夜太冷清
表示還沒戒掉愛情裡的尼古丁
透過耳機飄著那巨大的聲音
夜太安靜

汗 已經溼透 夢 已經醒了
那個人 已經 往前走
該是時候 好好的
開始為自己 好好活
黑暗中看著愛 經過
-是蔡依林 影舞者 写着我爱情的一段过去


假装不悲伤 假装我可以很坚强
我沒有那麼懂事和善良 故意迷失你的方向
藏在心裡 你看不見的地方
-是蕭亞軒 你看不見的地方




最怕空氣突然安靜
最怕朋友突然的關心
最怕回憶 突然翻滾絞痛著 不平息
最怕突然 聽到你的消息
最怕此生 已經決心自己過 沒有你 卻又突然 聽到你的消息
是 五月天 突然很想你 第一次听时 我哭了 因为想起一个不在了的朋友 也想起从前




突然间，歌词就被哼了出来。

I WANNA BE A MODEL3(第三季 我要做Model)

UpComing Competition/Show--> I WANNA BE A MODEL3(第三季 我要做Model)

So All My Dearly Sis Over Here,Did Anyone Keen Interest And Take Part this year??
It was one of the real competition offer by 8tv to invite /call up all the pretties to join in & take those challege..


第三季《我要做Model》参赛条件


年龄介于18至26岁，能以华语交谈的马来西亚公民
男女不拘，男生身高175cm或以上，女生身高160cm或以上
拥有超过两年专业模特儿经验者不能参加
参赛者必须没有与任何模特儿经纪公司签约
携带正本身份证，全身照和半身照各一张亲临面试



第三季《我要做Model》试镜活动详情
柔佛
日期： 2009年4月18日（星期六）
时间： 早上10点 –下午6点

地点： 柔佛柏兰宜广场底层大厅

槟城
日期： 2009年4月18日（星期六）
时间： 早上10点 –下午6点

地点： 槟城合您广场底层大厅


吉隆坡
日期： 2009年4月18日&19日（星期六&日）
时间： 早上10点 –下午6点

地点： 吉隆坡绿野水上购物广场3楼中心大厅



I Wanna Be A Model 3 Audition Requirement
Malaysian between 18 – 26 years and fluent in Mandarin
Male 175cm or taller, female 160cm or taller
Those with 2 years modeling experience are not eligible to enter
Contestants must not be attached to any modeling agency
Bring along your identification card plus one full-body and one half-body photo



I Wanna Be A Model 3 Audition Details
JB Audition
Date : 18 April 2009, Sat
Time : 10am – 6 pm

Venue : Atrium, Ground floor, Plaza Pelangi, Taman Pelangi, JB

Penang Audition
Date : 18 April 2009, Sat
Time : 10am – 6pm

Venue : Gurney Centre Atrium, Ground floor, Gurney Plaza, Gurney Drive, Penang


KL Audition
Date : 18 & 19 April 2009, Sat & Sun
Time : 10am - 6pm

Venue : Centre Court, Level 3, MINES Shopping Fair, Seri Kembangan, Selangor

I Was in Nervious..Too Nervious To Make Thing Happen

I uSED to have a plan b4 things held. Everything Come on the date but at that point,i was too nervious to take the first step forward. I wonder How Stupid I am,Got a vision but didnt dare to move forward to achieve it.
Not dare to try and end up with more regret always Name Me.

带上面具，我，又上演一场配合的短片

昨天是星期六，而我就如同往日般的搭巴士往吉隆坡上课去。就在我静静的沉醉在音乐的世界时，电话突然显示来电，而是-我亲爱的MATE(NEMO).赶紧把电话给接了，然后与她闹了一下。她回来了，不过又要往别的州出发，而我，当然想见见她，和她聊聊天的，不过我也没多余的时间，因为当我底达时，上课时间已到了，所以我就做了一个不理智的选择，就是去见我的MATE,哪怕就只有半小时她就要上巴士离开了。
她离开后，我就开始澳脑了，因为我已迟了一小时的课，还打算往学校去吗？回家的话又太早了。难的星期六是休息和娱乐好时间。回家也太无聊了吧。

哦，对，就找他-因为与他上星期见面时，他已邀我去电影了，就打给他一起电影好了。结果就一起看电影去了。不过，时间有点晚，是七点零五的电影，想了下，好吧，就夜点回家好了，看完就回家应该还好吧。在等待着戏开场的时间还很早，就去打个BOWLING吧。这家伙也不太转一吧(他有女友了),对我又体贴又爱魅的-我想啊，幸好，我对他没什么感觉，配合他演一场小恋人，我没关系，反正，爱闹的我，永远可以配合的好好的。
就这样，两人手牵手的到处跑跑的。看戏也抱在一块的。多么亲密啊！！！
戏完了，我想也应该说掰掰了。他，就都叫我留下，明天才走吧。
我扮想了一下，还是说了要回家。在我把这话说了几遍之后，他也送我去火车站了。
真是幸好，我。。赶的上最后的一班火车，不然，真的要在那过夜了。
真是的，劝了我自己，别太随 ”兴“的，迟早又会闯祸。




面具，从小至今，都是我的一张脸，一张，我不喜欢的脸，仿佛假装自己玩的起，闹的起，什么事情，东西，我都可以拿捏得好。其实有谁知道，我是多么的弱诺呢？一个永远都可望找到一个依靠，真诚的安慰，关心，支持，发泄的人在身边陪伴着。但是，当需要时，电话里一个也不是。当然，我是说，一个永远都为我STAND BY的人。
但是还是 “没有人”，也只好假装很好的，很开心的度过每一天。。
我的人生，不过也是如此吧了

God..Bless Me{uS} a solution

Dik. Dog. Dik. Dog. Dik. Dog.
Time was moving/passes by second wth second while i got to rush with it, otherwise,I'll loss..
I'm strongly admit every youngster in this "Tee" turn Adult period always face various of difficulties/loss in half way,Tear alot without knowing what to do,how to overcome with a great/efficiency solution..It seem like a liltle baby who learn so hard to walk in correct postural.
In motive, I know my friend there facing lot of question appear around her head So I'm here to wish and pray for All my friend over there Always go stronger with your dream and try very hard to achieve it and make yourself no regret.Yvonne always support in metally.Bless yourself.
And this message also keep remind myself to move forward and meet my future.
So Good luck being a human being

Busy Weekend->17-18/1

Well,i guess it better to type it in english since it would be more faster and convenient me alot.. haha..(typing mandarin was always too slow if hand by me,even i wish to do so)

Last Weekend,i got such a great gathering with my ex-college friend over kl..Love them alwayss..ha ha.. =.='''

After half day working.i went straight to took buses to kl to meet my lovely mate & her boy..

Ow..they "candy stick nuts" still... really such lovely couple till i really jealous with..haha

So,we go having a big tea time at pudu there-bak kut teh. This's what my mate & i love d most during college time.. haha.. Taste of bak kut teh there still nice even i got some time didnt go visit the shop..

Then,we wait for our leng zai & 2 tambai to arrive & join our meet.. Here they arrive & we start keep on chit chating till non-stoping..

i wonder why we got such long long talk even all of our living environment are totally different right now..i mean some of us go work while some still further studies but still... talkactive like those day..alamak...

At night,we went for clubing at pj area.. and this time i really drank half way.. oh my godness..

Hennessy still my lover alcohol..but hate it make me vomit..sigh.. We hang around & went for supper after that even it aldy 5am sumthng in the morning..

Ok,finally all of us reach hotel, damn tired but still we got a sweet pillow talk to share all of our current include happiness,sadness,stress & our relationship problem..

Time always pass so fast until i didnt wish to miss out a second of minute to be with them..

Well, good bye to all of you & i wish we can meet again nt so long time from now..

After went home around 6 pm sumthng, i take a very short nap b4 ahead to my company annual dinner..oh my.. yday night i slept an hour for total of 24hour..shit..damn tired..

Around 8pm,i attired casually to attend my company annual dinner and be helper for present hamper to customer for lucky draw.. It such a huge of guest attending for this dinner...And i get headche to hand too many guest again..

Well,that all for my simple description for my weekend event.. And i'm Look forward for any new thing happening soon.

Good Bless and Cheer Always..

(p/s: i brought a new LV purse during last weekend,Love it much..)

Happy New Year of 2009

HAPPY NEW YEAR TO EVERYONE...
a brand new year had arrived & i wish it will be blessed by all the good things...
Look forward on it..